I feel you Mitali!! This is as beautifully written as beautiful as your soul is..I feel so sorry about your irreparable loss..Loss of parent like this is one of the worst that can happen to anyone. It's always amazing how our workmates turn out to be the most supportive part of our lives. We share little bit of our lives with each other and we don't even realize how bonded we get!! More love, more power and loads of hugs to you girl!!!