Reminds me of a certain infamous scene from Jurassic Park that I've lived and known since I was 13. Happy to be a drop of water. But somehow I'm currently not understanding how to connect to the bigger picture and I'm trying. Every attempt I make to find the water gets perceived as me trying to take the water. And its not. I'm just trying to find it. And so I will sit and wait patiently and meditate. And you will definitely dump things into the rivers and call me ungrateful for not drinking tainted water, but I know better than to drink tainted water and I will wait for the pure. Can you help me find the pure water?